Kisah Kongsi 59

Dear Blog,

Hari ini aku akan mengarang post aku ni dalam bahasa melayu disebabkan aku pun melayu jugak kan? hehe....
So hari ini aku perasaan aku agak emosional yang membawa aku untuk menulis post kali ini....so merujuk kepada tajuk di atas...ya Kongsi 59....pada sesiapa yang mengenali aku mereka akan tahu apa itu Kongsi 59...sape yang tidak tahun...boleh lar search KONGSI 59 di Facebook anda...

So kat sini aku taknak citer banyak ar..aku just straight to the point....and for your information pada sesiapa yang teringin nak baca full version of us korang ley lar gi sini T u n M u h a m m a d S y u k r i. untuk pengetahuan korang beliau ade story sal kitorang dari first masok sini sampai sekarang. Even kalo aku ceritakan mungkin akan berlainan disebabkan everyone have different experience kan? betol tak? nak dipendekkan cerita...aku akan tekankan point aku dalam post ini mengenai

Logo Rumah Kami KONGSI 59

Please Dont give me HOPE

Dear Blog....

Guys....please don't give me hope...i just scare that this hope will turn out like before..please FRIENDS!

Snap out of it please.....

Dear Blog.....

Arini aku nak merepek sikit.........buat pengetahuan ko arini da ari kedua aku mimpi mende yang same adoiiii.... ape nak jadi dengan aku nie....

TAK SERIK KE?

 TAK SEDAR LAGI KE?

BILE NAK SEDAR NI!!!

Adoi susah betol biler da jadi macam nie kan....kalo korang ape yg korang akan buat? adakah biarkan je?? ataupun buat cmni kat diri korang sendiri supaya boley sedar?

Ataupun ade care lagi? kalau ade sila TYPE ON "MACAM NI CARE NAK SEDAR" dan HANTARKAN ke 32999 aku sangat memerlukannya!!

TEEHEE~

Aku comel???

Dear Blog....

Mungkin post kali ni nampak macam ada sedikit unsur2 PERASAN yang teramat sangat...

Tapi tu lar, korang kene terima lah hakikatnya yang telah ramai yang mengatakan aku COMEL....

Pada mulenye memang lar aku tak percaya...tapi bile dilihatkan balik....ini lah reaksi aku

Memang sangat GEMBIRA dan TERUJA bila dapat pujian itu HAHAHA

Bukan Senang auw skarang orang nak bagi pujian tu HAHAHA

So mesti korang tertanya-tanya kan kenape boleh timbul isu COMEL ni haaaa kita tengok dari mane punca dia..

Semua ni berpunca dari gambar.........INI!!!

Zaman Form 1

Haha korang nmpk tak aku? Haaa yang DEPAN skali tu yg mengenakan gaya "COMEL" gile didpn kamera!

So aku taw korang pown dalam hati akan berkata "COMEL GAK EK BUDAK NIE" haha kompem ade punye

So meh aku nak tunjukkan dekat korang bukti2 yang ada yang turut sama mempunyai pandangan yang same seperti yang diberitahu tadi tu antaranya adalah....

Bukan aku yang cakap tetapi mereka ini...ade yang 2 kali uhh!!

Orang-orangnya adahalah

1. Makcik Lolita Hippie

2. Syafiqa

3. Khalidah


Btw aku nak ucap thanks lar ek kat korang haha hope yang laen2 tu bersikap jujor lar ek bile tengok gamba nie hahaha!!

TEE HEE~

THE FORGOTTEN

At the end....it just me...

Aku da BIASA da kene macam nie....so tak heran da....aku taw aku memBOSANKAN herp derp herp derp~

Tak boleh tido.......

Dear blog......

Buat pengetahuan ko aku tulis post kali ni selepas aku tesedar dari tido yang tak beberapa lame masenye....yeahhh!!

So tujuan post ini di postkan adalah untuk bagi tahu AKU TAK BOLEH TIDO!!!

dah beberape arini aku jadi camni...mungkin sebab perkara tuh...ermm SUMTHING MISSING~

 

Changing

Left Side say YES CHANGE Right Side say NO CHANGE

It has been 2 days since then...

Dah Bosan.....Bored!!!!

Hmm Dear Blog.....

Sori banyak2 sebab da lame gile...i mean mmg lame gileee tak update....MALAS satu...BUSY satu...dan memacam lagi ar hihi so kat sini aku nak lepaskan rindu aku kat ko wahai blog.....

Actually sebabnye aku post kali ni aku nak gi taw kat ko yang sekarang nie aku tetibe dah jadi depress gile and kali nie problem yg aku hadapi memang aku tak taw lar nak story kat sape lagi...sebab aku rase problem aku kali ni takde orang akan paham...so aku amek keputusan nak cite lar kat ko wahai LABI LABI.....so This how things goes.....

Hmm its first start with this girl that i've known not too long ago....i start get to know her after some event that we both participated....and after that event we have been contacting each other since then...i don't know but since then my heart start to open for her even though i know that she will never be mine but...i don't know, this heart just tell me to don't give up..try and try....even my friend told me that i should at least try it because before this he know that i'm the type of person that easily give up on things that i know from the beginning it could never happen. Because of that, i gather up my courage and took the challenge and this is the result....nothing happen and at the end i'm the only one who is still all alone because she decide to draw a line between us...so that nothing bad will happen in the future in her life (i'll not say what it is  ^_^)..

So after she decided to draw a line between us, i've been thinking hardly how come this sort of things always happen to me, if i recalled back on my past, this kind of things actually quite similar because its all start with i've been a good listener (thats what people called me haha DUHHH~) which means that it start with listening to others problem, give advices, try comforting them, bare when being scold by them so that they can relieve their tension and many more lar. And after that i started to liking them without even thinking...i don't know....it just become a habit to me hahaha just kidding but this is me...actually this is the 3rd one happen to me and the ending is likely the same....its always me who in the end got nothing....s

 

So after thinking for several time hardly....i mean HARDLY!!! i have decided that i will slowly change from a good listener to a person good at ignoring others haha..it is so that i will not ever again face this kind of situation ever again....i'm done here....DONE!!!

So sampai sini je luahan rase aku yang tak seberapa ni kepade anda encik LABI-LABI sorry again for not updating you fer a long long time hehehe i try to change myself to be better..!!!

TEEHEE~

Assignment Lagi....

Hmmm Dear Blog....today i decided to post something that i think dah banyak kali da berjaye masok carta topik blog aku ni....actually on last friday was the deadline for Project Management assignment which is i think a FA assignment!! apakah maksud FA??? not Football Association but Fuck Ass hahaha.

By the way bukan lar assignment tu yang nak dikate susah gile "babs B" tapi the lecturer which is to strict with the needs to meet the grading....and this thing aku da agak will happen because time sem 2 aritu aku da kene da....ader gak dekat 20kali repair....then result cap ayam gak aduyai..!!!

Not just that, dengan assignment Project Management ni aku dapat lihat bermacam-macam kerenah manusia yang ade....tapi paling "cibai" skali adalah perangai kedekot....perghhh mende nie aku da kene da actually dengan sorang student nie and budak2 yang lain pn sme da taw yang perangai dye camney but what to do right....kite dapat tengok ramai budak camni especially kalo dye bijak...memang slalo lar.....

So in the end aku hope sem nie aku and the geng can manage these things wisely so that we can maintain our CGPA again this semester....and aku kat sini nak gi taw ar....aku tak kutok mane2 individu or lecturer but this is just my opinion and what i think about things....its not a bad things right???

Till then...wish me luck ^^

^^New Song^^

Dear Blog....

Prasan tak yg i have add a song for you here?? hehehe quite nice isn't it? This song actually from Bruno Mars - Just The Way You're...tah macam mane aku bleyh tersuke dgn lagu nie....maybe sebab dlm lirik banyak menceritakan tentang betape cantik nye wajah kekasih dye...mmg sweet gile kalo dgr even though aku ni lelaki hahaha...btw kat sini secare random nye aku just nak gi taw ko blog yg aku sgt suke tgk wanita senyum/smile...even though dye not pretty but if she have sweet smile there is no reason for me no to like her hahaha..!! poyo je kan??? tapi tu lar bagi aku..."senyuman yang manis" sudah mampu to make my heart "cheezy meltz" haha

So sepanjang aku cuti ni agak byk gak lar movie/drama/show yg aku tengok and aku da jumpe beliau2 yg mempunyai sweet smile heeeee~ antaranye...jeng2..!! (short listed)

OH PLEASE I REALLY WANT IT!!

I'm Lovin it!!

Woooaahh

Your New Profile Picture

With Your Lovely Smile

Just Make My Heart Meltzzzz!!!

Suddenly Thought About This Song

 

After Seeing Your Smile  :)

The Only Survivor Left....

Dear Blog....

Kali ni aku nak post dlm bahasa melayu boley?? asyik2 english je...bosan....hmmmm so mukadimah nyer skarang...actually, assignment aku da abes...semua da complete....but still waiting for redo...so tak boley lar nak balik lagi...and ade lagi 4 assignment yang on da wat nak direpairkan...so skarang aku amek mase sket utk post something dalam blog nie...and insyallah 11/12/2010 nie aku akan balik ke tanah air dan yang kompem nyer 30/12/2010 kene balik kolej da sebab aktiviti OC da stat....sangat lame kan cuti aku sem nie...2 minggu je hahaha~ opps terpanjang plak mukadimah aku....

So back to da topik...kat sini walaupun terlambat...aku nk ucapkan gudluck and semoge jmpe lagi pade dak2 batch jul-dis 2008 course DAB DIA and DBS yang sudah pn berjaye tamatkan diorang pnye pengajian kat sini...buat pengetahuan ko BLOG....kat kolej aku skarang dak2 batch aku yg tinggal sme dak HND and sikit2 course laen yg kene extend...bile pikir2 balek agak sedeyh lar bile teringat sebelum nie ramai je dak2 batch kitorang kat kolej tuh...and sem depan da takde da...so takde lar kitorang nk maen futsal bersame lepak besame tegor2 sme tu da takde....

Yang paling sedeyh nye 3-4 ari lepas time aku pegi kolej...ramai je yang da packing including dak2 yang dok asrama utk bercuti semester...tapi kami dak2 HND still kat sini utk get ready for redo...and time tu gak ar nampak dak2 batch aku yg jmpe buat kali terakhir before mereke go on for LI (latihan industri) then teros grad lepas tu...

Sori ar post aku kali ni nampak ter emo lebey...bukan ape...cam sebelum nie meriah gak ar kolej...kalo jmpe dak2 course laen tegor2...then kalo dikire geng2 futsal kebanyakkannye sme da blah...so sem depan kitorang dak2 HND ni da takde geng da nk maen futsal...bukan takat tu je...buat pengetahuan ko wahai BLOG, rumah 59 agak baek dengan geng2 budak rumah BOB ALI (amboi) and dlo kitorang slalo lar gi becuti same2 gabungan 2 rumah contoh nyer cam awl sem ni...kitorang ke Jeram Toi...mandi air terjon...tu sumpah aku ckp mmg best gile....dapat spend time ramai2...so bile pikir2 balik.. kat situ aku da hilang da 2 geng2 utk berhappy2.....and bukan aku nk kate ngan dak2 uma aku kalo pegi tak happy...but dari segi number of people...bak kate orang lagi ramai lagi best betol tak...tambah plak yang ade tu mmg rapat...contoh nyer dak2 uma bob and the geng.....kalo futsal plak...aku tak taw lar sem depan nk maen ngan geng mane...sebab biase nye dlm mase 2 jam tu koman2 ade 4 team dlm satu padang...sape yang maen tu taw lar betape bestnyer kalo maen ramai2....

Thankies....!!

Dear blog....

For your information, i write this post right after i have lil bit conversation with her in the phone...by the way the reason y i write this post is to say thank you again for spending lil bit of your time for listening to my problem until both of us ran out of prepaid...even though the conversation still lil bit maen2 and not too serious about the topic but actually i feel lil bit relieve, at least one of the person i trust the most listening and giving some advices to me....

Actually, in that conversation...i try to make up for both of us but hahaha you totally rejecting it...dammit...haha for you of course it is easy to forget the past right?? but for me like i always told you even though in the tone of maen2 but still im being serious all the time...it is actually hard for me....but until now i'll try kayh to forget the past.... sorry for the rush hahaha~

So blog...right know i already got someone on my mind....and for your information its been 6 month now that she manage get into my mind as time goes by the feelin become more and more stronger(for ur information its not BELIAU kayh it juz became a memory)....and you not gonna believe it...for the first time ever in my life i've told someone about it hahaha maybe i trust him thats y i told him...so SYUKRI its between both of us only kayh for wat i told you earlier in the morning haha about the second thingin...so BLOG i hope you pray for me that i can get her kayh...rite now im being serious bout it....cause i really2 need to forget bout the past...like what she said to me just now...let pass be pass...so all i got to do is workin up a little bit for it...so pray for me ya BLOG??!! really need it...

in the end i would like to thanks DAYANA for the advice u gave to me earlier and dont worry, i try to move on like you say...past is past rite?? hahaha~

and also SYUK!!! igt rahsia kita hahaha SHHHH~

Can you feel my heartbeat??!!!

Dear blog...

Yesterday morning i went to the college with my classmate Rain to ask sumthing about our assignment "Computer Platform" we took quite long time to see our lecturer because she was busy with the final exam....

After shes back.....we both ask many question to her regarding the assignment...as time goes, more and more people come to the department...some of them come for subject tracking and some of them come for assignment purposes....

Actually before we go to the college, i already feel that sumthing might happen that day...and as i expected, while havin chat with the lecturer, suddenly someone i adore so much come in...yes of course...it none other than HER...yes again...its her...at that time my heart suddenly beating like crazy but i try to cover it up by jokin with the lecturer.....

This post i think if she read it...i know she will know that it is her...MAYBE...hahaha..!!

Thats all for today....sometime when i read my own blog it looks like this blog is only meant to post things about something happen to me related to HER....aiyooooo!! i dont care lah....this IS MY BLOG rite....!!

Gossip....

Dear blog....

As i write the post down there....i take this opportunity to write a post kinda related with her....as time goes by so many things i heard about you from my friends...its not the good things...but bad things about you...Its not like i ask them to stalk you or watever..but the new just came in rapidly...as you can see i trust my friends especially my housemate 59's of whatever they told me....but if it is about YOU i try not to believe it and if it true there must be a reason behind that....even though you can see that I'm overreacted about this although nothing happen between us ....but it doesn't bother me because...i dunno...ermm you manage to make me dream about you several times and give me some hope to begin new life so that i can forget the past....hmmm

That's all i wanna say in this post and i hope she read and know that this post and other 2 posts is about her.......annyeong..!!

Dream again...

Dear Blog....

Yesterday + This early morning finally i manage to complete DAD assignment safely and proudly hehe...but thats not the point of this topic...actually what i just wanna say is that, this morning when i finally can sleep...i have this dream...and someone appear on it...and you would not believe it...its HER(beliau) again...after long period of time she did not appear in my dream and there she is this morning...but sadly she appear with someone else...hehe dunno why i dream about her again.....like old folks says...dreams is the devils game?? haha but seriously this dream got me right on the head and make me kinda blank when woke up....Y,Why~

-END-

So Sorry My Friend

Dear blog...

The reason i make this post today is to officially apologies to my dearest friend SALLY i know that our joke was actually too much...so here i would like to say "Mianhe" "Gomennasai" my friend.

Don't worry from now on I'll be more and extra careful with words and I'll not make any more silly joke kay friend ^^


That's all !!!

Kelas....oh Kelas.....

Dear blogger....
Arini tetibe aku nk tulis pasal kelas...ade ape ngan kelas?? memandangkan bar list utk sem ni da keluar so....ramai lar student2 yang da stat malas2 g kelas....g kelas lambat...dan feel tu pn dah berjangkit kat aku....mmg rase malas tu mmg ade tak taw kenape....even assignment da banyak berkumpul tapi malas tu still ade...but aku kuatkan diri utk still pegi kelas sbb aku pikir walawpon miss satu kelas....byk mende yg aku akan miss...and aku rase rugi kalaw x pegi kelass....

Ishkk mende ni buatkan aku teringat kat zaman skolah dlo....kalaw ade je rase malas sket nak pegi skolah...mule lar pagi2 tu buat2 saket perot...pening kepale...then mintak ubat kat parent...and DONE!!! terlepas utk PONTENG skolah....

SMK Sultan Abu Bakar

Kalaw time skolah dlo....PONTENG tu jadi satu kebiasaan...and tak rase rugi pape pown...even rase cambest pown ade....tak rase pown kalaw tak pegi rugi...hahaha~

Tapi biler zaman skolah dah habes...masok plak zaman kolej or university....feeling tu dah takde lagi...malahan biler tak pegi kelas tu...rase cam rugi gile and biler keesokan hari nyer pegi kelas...mule lar blurr je biler lecturer mengajar hehe....

Biler aku pikir2 balek...mmg patot sme org rase cam nie (or aku sorang je) sbb bile kite da tinggalkan zaman skolah....kite akan jadi lebey matang dan kite akan rase ilmu tu sgt penting utk diri kite sendiri...

Erkk smpai situ je kowt...aduyai....buruk giler closing post aku kali nie hahaha..!! but waddahell...ske ati aku lar...blog aku..!! hahaha..!!

Daaaaaa~

p/s: aku rindu gile nak ponteng kelas cam ponteng skolah dlo...!!!

Random....

Dear blog.....

Yesterday wuz hell yet a fun day...!! after back from "Spelling Bee" my housemate ask me to join fer bowling at metro point which he say around this period of time it is cheap which is RM14 for 3 games, afta hearing that i agreed to tag along with him.....which make it total 11 people ....me, syuk, lan, feez, roy, azri, mie, kimo, ajue, sheqa and bame...quite alot of ppl rite there....and from 3 games we extend it to 5 games which is 2 games after that only me, lan, syuk and kimo only compete to see whos the best haha and believe me....its not me hahaha..!!

After back from bowling...without rest i straightly go to the futsal and it was damn guwd coz its been long time since i exercising myself. And i injured myself that day...its quite pain but i gotta man up to continue playing and around 2am i got back home.....

Actually yesterday....i feel sumthing...sumthing weird going on in me....dunno wat it is....but this feeling keep growing bigger and bigger from time to time....not quite sure what is it anyway...but the feel seem stronger i hangin out with my frend yesterday....hope it will gone soon....