Sori banyak2 sebab da lame gile...i mean mmg lame gileee tak update....MALAS satu...BUSY satu...dan memacam lagi ar hihi so kat sini aku nak lepaskan rindu aku kat ko wahai blog.....
Actually sebabnye aku post kali ni aku nak gi taw kat ko yang sekarang nie aku tetibe dah jadi depress gile and kali nie problem yg aku hadapi memang aku tak taw lar nak story kat sape lagi...sebab aku rase problem aku kali ni takde orang akan paham...so aku amek keputusan nak cite lar kat ko wahai LABI LABI.....so This how things goes.....
Hmm its first start with this girl that i've known not too long ago....i start get to know her after some event that we both participated....and after that event we have been contacting each other since then...i don't know but since then my heart start to open for her even though i know that she will never be mine but...i don't know, this heart just tell me to don't give up..try and try....even my friend told me that i should at least try it because before this he know that i'm the type of person that easily give up on things that i know from the beginning it could never happen. Because of that, i gather up my courage and took the challenge and this is the result....nothing happen and at the end i'm the only one who is still all alone because she decide to draw a line between us...so that nothing bad will happen in the future in her life (i'll not say what it is ^_^)..
So after she decided to draw a line between us, i've been thinking hardly how come this sort of things always happen to me, if i recalled back on my past, this kind of things actually quite similar because its all start with i've been a good listener (thats what people called me haha DUHHH~) which means that it start with listening to others problem, give advices, try comforting them, bare when being scold by them so that they can relieve their tension and many more lar. And after that i started to liking them without even thinking...i don't know....it just become a habit to me hahaha just kidding but this is me...actually this is the 3rd one happen to me and the ending is likely the same....its always me who in the end got nothing....s
So after thinking for several time hardly....i mean HARDLY!!! i have decided that i will slowly change from a good listener to a person good at ignoring others haha..it is so that i will not ever again face this kind of situation ever again....i'm done here....DONE!!!
So sampai sini je luahan rase aku yang tak seberapa ni kepade anda encik LABI-LABI sorry again for not updating you fer a long long time hehehe i try to change myself to be better..!!!