Jumlah Kerugian..!!

Hmm...i think you all know the purpose of this topic is rite??

so here randomly i want to list all the things that i lost after these freakin accident (laptop stolen):

1. Of coz my precious laptop (gift from my mom as i goes into da college)
2. Assignment from semester 1 - 4(now)
3. My Picture (past - present)
4. Collection Picture ( too much)
   
5. Mp3(malay-english-korean-japan-bla bla bla)
6. Home Made Video(from ma past - present)
7. Music Video (malay-english-korean-japan-bla bla bla)
8. Variety Shows (Invincible Youth, Cinderella Man, Strong Heart, Hello Baby Shinee & SNSD, Star Golden Bell, Come To Play, Intimate Note, Horror Movie Factory And many more)
   
9. Guitar Chords
10. Personal Keep (reminder and all sort of things)
11. Bookmarks (in the Internet Browser which are important)

So there they are...the things that i lost, you maybe be thinking that from the list right there, only minor things have lost...but for me by adding these number
1+2+3+4+5+6+7+8+9+10+11 = Memory+Life..

Shock??? haha that's the truth, for me lost a laptop is like lost my soul because human without a memory and life is just like a body without a soul. For me i would rather lost my bike or other things than my laptop n plus my handphone (not that i ask for it just want to show how important is both of the things). For me my laptop = brain and heart and my handphone = heart, mouth and ear....so here its like i lost my brain and heart....DAMMIT..!! this is the biggest obstacle that GOD send to me!!!

i'm half crazy rite now...luckily i got my understanding sister....my frends..!! who can comfort me during my half dead crisis...!!

so here i am rite now...writing this post...using my dad laptop...i think i gonna use this laptop for awhile...while waiting for ma new laptop (if dapat lar) if not redha je and if terpakse...next semester i will bring my desktop for own good.!!! here am i again..trying to start over my life again...from zero...from a blank piece of paper...try to write and draw new picture on the paper so that in future i'll have better life...!!

Anyone can carry his burden, however hard, until nightfall. Anyone can do his work, however hard, for one day. Anyone can live sweetly, patiently, lovingly, purely, till the sun goes down. And this is all life really means